The Wonder of This World

Where is the Wonder in

This world?

I am longing to

Explore the unknown

and what's behind the curtain

That green solid

velvet curtain,

That masks such beauty and wonder

And that's what we need...

Is the Wonder

The Magic

The Music

That's what we need.

And we're moving into 

A world that's all

based on money and facade and expectation.

And it breaks my heart.

And I have bills to pay.

And yet I am so drawn 

To this Wonder.

I know there's potency there

And potential

I feel this weight of responsibility.

And I'm being pulled in

All directions.

I want to believe it's gonna happen.

I do believe it's gonna happen.

I guess...

I'm just ready.

January 5, 2021


Here I am. I'm writing on the internet.

I started this website about 3 years ago. Never did anything with it. You know, it takes time. Since then I have had second child, moved 4 times, including once across the country and been in a 3 year renovation project. At times, yes, life sucks. But it's also so full and beautiful and I am finally settling. It's not easy for this restless soul, but my god it feels good. It feels as though finally I can get to know myself and have some confidence with my roots in the ground. When you moving and questioning things all the time it feels terrible.

So, here's to finding a place to land.

October 30th, 2019

"Learn to deal with the valleys, the mountains will take care of themselves."